SVETI NIKOLA - PRIČA JEDNOGA DJETINJSTVA

 

Jeste li jutros, onako sneni,  pogledali u prozor misleći na trenutak, možda se je,  Sveti Nikola sjetio i vas. Možda vas je sasvim malom čokoladom za trenutak vratio u prošlost. Kada ste vjerovali u njega, u prijatelje, u ljude, u  snove, u neki ljepši, bolji život. O koliko sam nekih davnih godina djetinjstva, i ja, onako mali, vjerovao u bezbroj divnih likova iz bajki – u Petra Pana, Zvončicu, Palčicu, Tintiliniće, Snježnu kraljicu, Regoča, Kosjenku, nešto kasnije u dragoga Malog princa. A iznad svega, vjerovao sam u Sv. Nikolu. Bože, pa to sam napisao i lani, kao zgražam se nad ovom malom blogerskom podlosti.  I gotovo isto ponavljam sada. Iz sasvim prozaičnog razloga,  da se ne mučim novim postom. Malo sam koristio semantiku. Malo dodao poneki zarez, točkicu, promijenio ritam rečenice, okrenuo redosljed i ....... to je to. Sveti Nikola još jednom je navratio u moj, i vaše prozore.

Samo zbog njega mi je žao što sam odrastao. Da sam ostao onako mali, šmrkvai i musavi, opet bi mi se po tko zna koji puta, ponavljala ista čarobna priča. Priča o dragom svecu, koji dobroj djeci, u tihoj blistavoj noći, nosi u prozor darove. Nekada, dok su zime bile duge i hladne, već početkom prosinca zalepršalo bi prvi snijeg i ostajao tamo do ožujka. Čini mi se da je sve nekako bilo drugačije nego danas. Nekako ljepše, s puno više ljubavi, dječjih radosti, s puno više vjerovanja, s nadanjima, snovima. I snijeg je bio nekakvo više bijel, i noći zvjezdanije, i jutra blistavija. Ili će to ipak biti samo radi toga, što smo bili djeca. Jer kad jednom odrasteš, ta čudna ljepota djetinjstava nekako netragom nestajte ili je ti, eto, možda više ne primjećuješ. Tko će ga zanati. I zato je šteta što odrastamo. Da smo ostali mali, i vi, i ja, lijepo bi pravili snješka, hvatali vrapce pod sito, pravili likove u snijegu, grudali djevojčice, posebno one u koje smo bili tajno zaljubljeni, i ……. pripremali se za Svetog Nikolu. I mnogo bi ljepše na svijetu bilo. Kao nekad. A tada, tih davanih dana, tjedan-dva unaprijed, znao sam smišljati što bi mi to lijepoga dragi svetac mogao donijeti u prozor.

Nove skije, hlače špicerice, kapu s „cufom“, čokolade, bombone…….

A večer uoči, čistio bi cipele, dugo i uporno, glancao do visokog sjaja, vjerujući da će u ljepšoj cipeli biti i ljepši dar. Čim sam malo odrastao, bio velik i imao sedam godina, već sam počeo mudrovati, pa sam umjesto cipele u prozor stavljao gumenu „Batinu“ bucu, u koju, računao sam, više stane. S uvijek jednom istom željom: večeras moram vidjeti Sv. Nikolu, moram, moram. I onda bi pod debelim poplunom, dok su oko tople peći letjeli Domaći a vani lepršao prosinački snijeg, smišljao priče u kojima sam bio glavni junak, letio s Petrom Panom među zvijezdama, malo bio u Šumi Striborovoj i malo s Alisom u zemlji čudesa i sve vrijeme budno, budno motrio na prozor, očekujući najdražeg gosta. A u prozoru igraše čudnovati likovi, kakvih nema niti u jednoj bajci. Igraju veselo kolo, igraju, igrajuuuuu …….. i vode me u carstvo snova. A onda odjednom, jutro, i dedin glas:

„Diži se mali, ajmo vidit jel nam kaj Sveti Nikola donesal“.

A ja u piđamici, s „fusekli“ na nožicam, onako sneni tapkam ka prozoru, nesretan što ni ovoga puta nisam dočekao dragog Nikolu ali sretan u iščekivanju, što mi je eto noćas ostavio u prozoru. A prozor sav u ledu, „sriž“ na njemu sa stotinu čudnovatih likova. I u cipelicama pravo „bogatstvo“: nekoliko bombona, mala čokolada, suhe smokve nanizane na špagu, par oraha, i ……. naranča.

Velika, okrugla, predivna naranča. Nikada više takvih naranči kao u dane moga djetinjstva.

I prolazile su godine. Sv. Nikola dobro je znao da rastem i darovi su bili sve praktičniji a ja sve pametniji. Doduše, i dalje sam uporno noću čekao da ga vidim, da mu kažem jedno veliko dječje – hvala, ali nikada mi to nije uspjelo. Radovao sam se njegovim darovima ne znajući da jednoga dana divnoj priči mora doći kraj. Dugo sam odbijao činjenicu da mi darove u prozor stavljaju moji najdraži. Nisam želio odrasti, želio sam zauvijek ostati mali šmrkavi i musavi dječarac, i zadržati čarobnu iluziju. Zadržati svoj neobični svijet junaka iz bajki i biti dobar sa Svetim Nikolom. Ali, nije išlo. Čovjek odraste. Dođu druge ljepote i radosti ali ono lijepo iz djetinjstva, ono zauvijek ostaje u nama. A dok god u vama živi dijete, vi ste sretni. Kao ja. Jer jutros sam opet u svom prozoru našao poklon. Netko drag, koji u meni još uvijek vidi dijete, ostavio mi je poklon. Dragi svetac i noćas me nečujno pohodio.

 

6. prosinac 2013.

Nebojša Magdić

 

 

 

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You might select to either take your complete dosage once daily
or break up it in two each day. This is simply due to the close to certainty that exceeding the recommended dose
will quickly bring signs of virilization. Your experience level and targets will significantly determine the dosage you’ll be
snug with. As A End Result Of of liver toxicity points, higher
doses than this are only recommended to be accomplished when injecting Winstrol.

Both types of Winny (oral and injectable) contain a methyl group attachment on the 17th carbon, making them
C17-aa steroids that may resist liver metabolism.
Overall, weight gain may even embrace water, and girls must work hard after
the cycle to keep up any muscle gains. 10lbs of weight achieve on a 25mg/day cycle for
eight weeks is achievable for females. Pimples and a few virilization are attainable at this dose, but if the cycle runs
for not than eight weeks, these results ought to fade away completely.

You’ll get people injecting steroids because it’s perceived
as more extreme and some people think that you
simply get better results – this isn’t always the case.
On the flip side you get people who assume tablets like Anavar are
less invasive and cause less injury. For instance, and as we’ve already touched upon earlier in this publish oral steroids can lead to
higher liver harm. Generally you don’t realise until it’s too late
– this is why you must get regular testosterone
checks and blood exams by your doctor to protect yourself from as many
unfavorable consequences as attainable.
Unnecessary to say, you have to pay close consideration to your ldl cholesterol when utilizing
Winstrol. If you have existing excessive ldl
cholesterol, you'd be taking a major threat in using Winstrol in any
respect. Anticipate to get much leaner whereas retaining your
present muscle weight. Winny and Tren combined
(with zero water retention) present an unmatchable shredded, dry, and hardened physique,
with more muscle potentially gained than Winny alone
(depending on your diet).
This is correct in our expertise, mixed with high levels of cardiotoxicity.
Thus, newbie steroid customers ought to strictly keep away from using Superdrol.
For example, sharing needles to inject steroids will increase the
possibility of contracting or transmitting
bloodborne infectious ailments, similar to hepatitis or HIV.
Folks might obtain unlawful steroids by way of the web and informal dealers.

Nevertheless, they could also be doubtlessly obtainable via anyone with prescriptive authority,
including pharmacists, docs, and veterinarians.
For PCT, use 50mg/day of Clomid for 3 weeks, and you must recover shortly.
Inexperienced users will share their unfavorable Anavar experiences, however so typically, this revolves round the reality that a person didn’t
use a testosterone base when on an Anavar cycle! Top-quality Anavar at 30mg will outperform bad gear at 60 or
extra. At All Times hold this in mind when deciding by yourself Oxandrolone dosage.
Anavar will boost your endurance to an extent, with a noticeable
ability to work out for longer and at the next intensity22.
This is invaluable whereas cutting, where you’ll want to push yourself with cardio workouts to burn fat.
Like all AAS, Anavar will positively affect your restoration, dashing up tissue therapeutic.

In goal tissues the place intracellular enzymes are present, the motion of testosterone
is mediated by metabolism. One Other weaker endogenous
androgen, androstenediol, also binds to estrogen receptors (ER).
This makes it necessary to make use of Anavar carefully, although it is thought of one of the anabolic steroids with least unwanted effects.

This effect may be quite severe; therefore,
a strong PCT protocol is needed to shortly restore normal test ranges and sperm
count. Anadrol is designed to stimulate urge for food, enabling
users to gain weight shortly. Nonetheless, if
doses are too high or the person doesn’t reply properly, we generally
find that it decreases urge for food. A person’s food plan is especially essential when taking Anadrol in regard to water retention. We discover bodybuilders often report excessive bloating on Anadrol when consuming unhealthy foods within the low season. With the addition of testosterone, the risk of
gynecomastia increases due to larger estrogen ranges.
Thus, we usually prescribe a SERM during this cycle, corresponding to Nolvadex.


Research has shown that, regardless of orals having much less biological availability, they can alter how the compound is utilized by the physique.
For instance, orals have the facility to change tissue selectivity and
hepatic IGF-1 release, which completely adjustments the
compound’s chemistry, and consequently, users’ results can enhance.
If a person injects within the mistaken location, septic shock or
nerve damage are potential outcomes. These are very
critical mistakes, potentially leading to incapacity or death.
Thus, it’s important that customers know tips on how
to inject correctly if they're to take oil-based steroids.
Nonetheless, we find injectable steroids to be much less damaging to the center as a
end result of they don’t stimulate hepatic lipase,
an enzyme (previously mentioned) that considerably decreases good ldl cholesterol.
Consequently, we see injectable steroids causing much less plaque buildup in the arteries.

There is evidence that ATP when taken in doses of 400mg per day, may find yourself in increased energy and muscle thickness (4).
In future Anavar cycles, 20mg could also be used from the
first week onward; and the length of a cycle may be elevated to eight weeks.
Everyone’s genetics are different, thus it will be a good suggestion to monitor your liver enzymes on any steroid cycle.

Also, it might be sensible to restrict alcohol consumption when taking Anavar or other oral steroids.
A PCT just isn't generally used to assist restore testosterone
levels from an anavar-only cycle, as most individuals tolerate the drug
very well. Some critics question anavar, saying winstrol is
a superior chopping steroid. I personally imagine anavar
is the ‘better steroid’, as a result
of although you can anticipate to construct extra muscle on winny; you’re additionally a
lot more more doubtless to experience harsher unwanted side effects (especially on the joints).

But you won’t get the official manufactured, pure Anadrol you assume you’re paying for.

Whereas some black-market counterfeit Anadrol may be of
respectable high quality, none can match the real thing. Evaluations, comments, pictures,
and questions on Anadrol from these using it cover the spectrum from
superb to dangerous and every thing in between. A frequent sentiment
is that the outcomes are unbelievable, but when only those unwanted facet effects weren’t so
dominant, it will be a a lot simpler steroid to use.



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